Category Archives: fear

At a Crossroad…

“Fine and dandy” do not meet, George Carlin called it, Now I’m feeling fine plenty but dandy not a even a bit! As I stand there at a crossroad, the hardest one I’ve ever yet seen, Trying to balance between … Continue reading

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Forgive Me, If You Can…

Image By: Beirut Forgive me, if you can: For the engendered pain oozing from my weary face,And the dormant rage leaking from my sleepy eyes…For the times I let you down and lose my subtle grace,And the constant fear, hesitations … Continue reading

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A Hesitant Suicide Note…

A while back, around 4 or 5 years ago, I remember writing a suicide note. I know what you’re thinking: “Crazy!” It’s your opinion. So maybe I am, maybe I’m not. Come to think of it, the funny and equally … Continue reading

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Love’s Painful Chains…

“What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, … Continue reading

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Allow Me to Introduce Myselves to You…

I claim no fame, power or authority… That is something I have to make clear…I just need you all to listen, very carefully, to everything I’m going to say here… Whether it be day or night, at work, at home … Continue reading

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Caution: Road Bump Ahead!

To someone who claims to have reached maturity at almost all levels, it seems to be rather juvenile to view the world in a multi-layered color scheme or to imagine that, with all the possible variable available, things will eventually … Continue reading

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And I Keep on Running…

Have you ever felt like you were engulfed while being in a big space? Trying to run away, further and further, only to find that you were surely running yet in all the wrong directions? This piece is about that … Continue reading

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