A New Low…

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Picture By: Outlived

Just when you think you have tried them all,
A new low appears out of the darkest blue.
It’s not that you only trip; you stumble and fall,
And again try to figure out what you should do…

The miserable numbness inside you fades away,
It’s replaced by a bunch of ravished realizations.
Incarcerating your identity & bringing on dismay,
Holding you still while devoured by your frustrations…

How many rights correct one damned wrong?
How many nights must I suffer for salvation?
How many times will my pain play this odious song?
How many tears till I lose this blistering sensation?

A long, long time ago, I lost my taste for living,
I don’t remember when, but the why lingers inside.
That nauseating happiness of needing & giving,
That achingly beautiful feeling when lovers collide…

And now it’s the night…
The recklessly sensational night…
Another new low, a very low height…

And numerous confusions…
Coupled with various illusions…

And silence… A piercing, aching quiet…

And a wish… A recurring wish…

Followed by an endless sigh…


About outlived

X-dreamer, fighter and writer... Using words to unleash the pain that eats me from the inside out, day after day!
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