As she roamed the busy streets, she was hit with the sudden realization of how different she is, or how different she feels…

She thought of how older she felt amongst a crowd of various ages, how heavy she felt amongst a crowd of various sizes!

She thought of how big her problems were and how small she felt when she stood in front of them, trying to face them…

She wondered if things could ever change; if she could ever change…

She pondered upon the thought of being “normal” or at least just normal enough to cope…

And with a pain so strong that is felt like claws scratching away at her heart, she cried, many tears and closed her tired eyes and fell into a sleepless sleep…


About outlived

X-dreamer, fighter and writer... Using words to unleash the pain that eats me from the inside out, day after day!
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One Response to Different.

  1. Farah says:

    wow.. so painfully realistic..

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