In my own mind, I wake up trapped,
Just like I did when I fell asleep…
The world is a movie that I watch while wrapped,
In endless thoughts that scream and weep!
Like a leafless tree I stand tall yet clueless,
Wondering what the next step should be…
Every solution I produce turns out to be useless,
And every one around me is too blind to see!
In my own heart, there are a billion questions,
About love, hope, family, life and chances…
I try hard to answer it back with empty suggestions,
Avoiding its doubtful and attacking glances!
Like a headless bird I fly, with no direction,
Aiming towards something I don’t even know!
Needing more than warmth; purer protection,
Like a little girl, lost in the big white snow!
Stuck in limbo, been there for years now,
Every shore I reach seems like a trap!
To life’s unfunny tricks I give a fat bow,
While I count every disappointment and mishap!