Riddle Me This!

I am alright now; much better than I have been in a very long time.

For the few of you who have been there for me when I was sulking down in the pits of depression, I’d like to thank you, I’m floating up now. I am alright.

You know how they say: “Once I found all the answers to life, they changed all the questions?” Well, I’m done searching for answers!

I used to think giving up is a sign of weakness, but I know better now.

There will always be things we can’t explain, people we won’t understand and problems that have no solutions!

I don’t understand you, never have, and pretty sure I never will!

You don’t understand me either, regardless of how hard I try to be transparent in every little thing I say or do!

To make matters more complicated, I don’t understand myself when I’m with you: the pain I take, the humiliation you cause, the anger you nurture, the things I give up and the insecurity you spark…

It’s like a riddle; a sick one may I add, with no real solution!

No books were written about those like you, no poems composed, no songs sung, no studies done… In your own way, you are one of a kind; every exception to every rule!

Like a shaky, rusty roller coaster ride which I need to risk my life for going on every single time!

I’m done with your riddles!
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About outlived

X-dreamer, fighter and writer... Using words to unleash the pain that eats me from the inside out, day after day!
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