You were an overwhelming scent of fresh green grass and acres of meadows,
You were the building that stood there tall, blinding me from all the shadows…
You were the smile in my eyes, the tenderness that soothed the sighs…
You were the path for a better day, the truth that wiped all the lies!
You were a night whisper in my ears; your words would lay my to sleep,
You were a tingling sensation, a bundle of happy moments that I tried to keep!
Yet, the way I see you now is different…
You are the choke that so delightfully sits in my throat, restricting my air!
You are the itch that I can’t reach to scratch, the sting that I can’t bear!
You are the spineless creature which lurks in the darkness to bring more pain,
You are the self absorbed witless boy who beats me down again and again!
You are confused with illusions of lust and material; you can’t see through,
You care for nothing but your sick desires, you have eyes for only you!
You are a worthless excuse for a man, though the needed organs are there,
You are a loaded bag of excuses, using the right one to act as if you care!
You did me wrong…
You had no right to fuss and to fight, to give me hope that we might,
You had no clue of what I could do when my anger wills to smite!
You thought I was helpless, the chains of your love would hold me back,
You lost control along the way but I took the steering and I’m back on track!
You hide behind the phone lines, you hide because your cowardliness is deep!
You blame others for your idleness, you have no soul able to feel or weep!
You pitiful little thing; soaked in hollowness; as nutless as could ever be!
Shame on you for fooling me once, but for the other times: SHAME ON ME!
P.S: I hate you…