Take it all back just like you pretended to give it away…
Break me one more time, my heart is mutilated anyway!
Try to shake me more though you know that my grounds are trembling,
Go ahead, be like everyone else; shattering, painful and dissembling…
Talk about us behind my back, blame it all on my “bad” behavior!
You’re just like anyone else, you put people down while acting like a savior!
Try to tame me and taint me more and more,
These tears I shed for you I HATE and abhor!
Take it all away, all those hollow nights, the empty words and all you did,
Take it all away, I placed a bet on us and I so sadly lost the bid!
You think you can play me? Just because you know how hard I collide?
You think you can easily abuse my heart because my emotions I can’t hide?
Well “bravo” I tell you, you did it and to you I raise my hat in shame…
I’m not the victim here, I insist, I am the only one to blame!
I ache for the memories that were nothing to you,
I bleed again, I bleed for me and not for you…
As for me,
My apologies I extend to you because far from perfect I was and I admit,
Between the past, the present and the future, my damned soul was split!
I apologize for any time I caused you pain or any frown I drew on your face,
I apologize for allowing myself to be lost in your far from real embrace…
But most of all,
I apologize for seeing a family for me in your eyes,
For thinking that your smile is the cure for all my sighs…
I apologize for placing my happiness in your clumsy hands,
I apologize for laying my trust in your moving sands…
You made your point clear and now I must deal with this,
I just wish for serenity, not happiness, not love nor bliss…