The Dictionary of Words You Left Behind…

Selfish: is what you are; it perfectly describes what you do and say!
Insensitive: as you ask about my life wishing to hear about more dismay!
Ignorant: of how I left you behind when my emotions you choose to display!
Naive: to think that after the pain you caused there’s more room for you with my heart to play!

Love: is what I gave you once upon a dream when I used to believe in you,
Anger: is what I feel when I hear your voice acting to care and claiming to be true!
Confusion: is no longer there since I know what I want and it can never be you!
Sorrow: has vanished from my life, the life which you painted in tears and colored in blue!

Away: is where I want you to be right now,
Alas: for you that your voice lost its power to stir up my emotions somehow,
Never: will I forgot how you made me falter and bow…
Foolish: to think that you can once again my feelings try to plough!

Celebrate: your final success of erasing who you were once to me,
Finally: I can say, with all confidence, from you I’m free… I’m free!


About outlived

X-dreamer, fighter and writer... Using words to unleash the pain that eats me from the inside out, day after day!
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4 Responses to The Dictionary of Words You Left Behind…

  1. johnlusher says:

    Another great post my friend, and one that is very hopeful! Why hopeful? Because it is about moving on!Very good job my friend!

  2. Mattheus says:

    Turn the page… but write a happy story on the next one :)~Matt

  3. G.O.Faloye says:

    I just stumbled upon your page from entering a phrase I thought described my current feeling. I must say I really enjoy your writings! Good work!

  4. Dear G.O.Faloye…Glad to hear that you stumbled upon my page randomly! I am honored! But I have to admit that I hate hearing that you feel anything remotely close to what is written in this post… I know I don't know you, but I know how I felt when I wrote it, and it wasn't pleasant!I recommend "I Bleed You".. It's very bloody and filled with sorrow but one of my recent favorites… Stay in touch 🙂

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