The worst part of the night is for sure that in which your worst fears and nightmares, thoughts and worries and hurtful words of others decide to slip in your bed next to you, wrap themselves real tight under your covers and start haunting you!
During those hours of uneasiness, especially last night, my inhibitions slowly pushed me out of my own bed and then dragged me here, to the PC, to write.
I am now staring blankly into the monitor and thinking of which agitating thought to tackle in this piece of writing and I really can’t seem to choose just one!
I know many of you have spent sleepless hours thinking about one or more of your problems, analyzing them, trying to play the doctor’s role to diagnose the reasons behind them and prescribe a solution for them and I know many of you have succeeded to do so while others failed!
On the scale of one to ten, I think my problem solving technique could be rated as one (being the lowest possible score) following this series of useless wasted hours that caused no rational or even irrational solutions to any of my problems!
A pause— the thoughts come to a halt as I take a look into the horizon and see the sky flooded with clouds of grey and white shades and tips of gold reflecting of the sun.
As I slowly take my eyes away from the awe of nature, I once again fall into my own carefully woven blanket of thoughts… “What now?” I ask myself while the echoes of my question linger on in the back of my mind…