A Night Visitor…

“Knock, knock…”
Silent pause…
“Knock, knock…”

I hear a knock on the walls of my memories and I wonder who it could be at this late hour of the night. Aren’t characters in your memories supposed to fall asleep when you do?

“Knock, knock… Please let me in!”

Ok, this is scaring me!
I mean I’ve had it with these aggravating memories and the pain they bring!

“Stay out!” I scream at the top of my lungs… “Go away!”

Silence in the hallways of my mind, heavy loaded silence…

Whoever was there is gone now… Whatever memory he wanted to refresh is postponed and I am left to wonder: Will I be able to always push those memories away?

I sure hope so, though I highly doubt it!

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About outlived

X-dreamer, fighter and writer... Using words to unleash the pain that eats me from the inside out, day after day!
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3 Responses to A Night Visitor…

  1. zeezazoo says:

    we all have night visitors… some bring us joy and better sleep… and some just keep on bothering us, annoying us and keeping us awake all night long waiting for them to leave…there r a lot of explanations for what happened with u… maybe ur heart was looking for help, but ur mind refused it…i'm sure u'll always be able to push these memories away…memories, love, work, relations, everything in life can be forgotten once we have a better one… we always get sad when we leave a certain job, but if the next one is better, we'll forget about the first one with time!! and that applies to everything else… once u have better memories u'll be able to forget the bad ones and push them away easily…anyway, as a start, u have to change the place where ur mind lives so u won't have to get more night visitors… as long as ur mind still at the same place, visitors will keep on coming again and again… take ur mind to other places, happy places… u have to give it a vacation every now and then… u r putting a lot of pressure on it… i'm glad it didn't quit already!! take it easy on urself beebee… and i'm sure things will soon get better with u.. ur a good person and u deserve the best… if u need anything plz let me know!

  2. Rodrigo says:

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  3. linda says:

    dear those visitors r people u love or it could be a things from them that u deeply want it to show it self but as well u want to hid it cause it's so painful..so ur trying and trying but in fact ur in the same place in the same point ,a part of u want it and the other wanna kill it for the ever lastingso face it and hear what they want to say u may get some comforthope u the best greetings

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