Bottomless Pit of Reality!

There was this bottomless loaded scream, this loud screech, which formulated itself into tears and scurried out of her eyes!

The sensation of the warm tears rolling down her cheeks, so timidly, so leisurely, it overwhelmed her…

She remembered how a few weeks back, she had made a promise to herself, not to cry, not to regret, not to believe, not to expect…

She realized how she was unable to control what she felt inside any longer… It was all swelling up within; she had to let it out…

Once again, she wished she had more control over things, she hated this surrender she was obliged to tolerate…

She cursed her heart, her fragile little heart, and cursed her stubbornness even more… Always convincing her that she could take more, when in fact, she has had ENOUGH!!!


About outlived

X-dreamer, fighter and writer... Using words to unleash the pain that eats me from the inside out, day after day!
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One Response to Bottomless Pit of Reality!

  1. zeezazoo says:

    😦 be strong gurl..

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