He Sleeps…

While he sleeps, I rest awake uneasy, unmatched, misplaced, out of order!!
Just around a hundred ideas run loose inside my mind and my sanity border!
The parameters of reality stretch further and further to unravel the truth of what has become…
All that was there slithered and fainted into the echoes of my misery’s drum!
I still can hear his voice so clearly ripping up my hopes from inside…
The shrieks of chaos resonate while I try, soaked with burdens, to carry my stride…

I feel so out of words and out of sighs!
I feel the tension in my core rise….

“Are you the same girl who sat there next to her??” He continuously asked…
How could he, this stubbornness and callousness, so skillfully masked?

“……………………..” Those are the unspoken words that were never meant to be heard!
And now all the meanings, values and beliefs seem to be so distant and blurred!
I will retire now, to my bed of memories once more…
And pray that this furious sea of confusion will lead me to any shore…

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About outlived

X-dreamer, fighter and writer... Using words to unleash the pain that eats me from the inside out, day after day!
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4 Responses to He Sleeps…

  1. Anonymous says:

    MEMORIES,no one can forget them,people always rmbr them,they r carved in every human being heart,mind&soul!QUESTIONS,if u have so many questions in life,all u have to do is DIG insdie ur heart,use ur smartness by recalling facts,ull find answers to all questions in life!UR NEW BLOG LOOK,black is the royal color,but butterflies suits you more!ur blog is near to perfection now,it will be perfect once u exclude 'posted comments' !!!

  2. BeeBee says:

    Hi "anonymous"!Maybe I could have been confused about who u were, although I know ur style of writing so well (I know u don't right much, but when u do, I can easily pin point u!) – what made me sure it was who I think it was, is the last sentence! It is sad that the first or second time u wrote me a comment, we were not together yet and the third time, u were out the door! I wish it was as easy as you say: u know, look inside my heart and I will find all the answers, cuz believe me, I've tried!

  3. Feras othman says:

    here i am visiting ur blog for the first time , and read diffrent posts in arabic and english too .well, allow me to say , you have a high passion and so sentemental .i guess thats what makes your writtings unique and your own style of expressing vary feeling .anger,pain,missing,optimistic and hope :)bravo !!

  4. Neo says:

    I just love the way you express ur self Bee 😉 Good job and keep it up… When Alexander the Great visited Diogenes and asked whether he could do anything for the famed teacher, Diogenes replied: 'Only stand out of my light.' Perhaps some day we shall know how to heighten creativity. Until then, one of the best things we can do for creative men and women is to stand out of their light. John W. Gardner (1912 – 2002)

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