Untitled…

Finally, it rained in Amman! It even snowed!
The earth can finally clench its long going thirst…
The trees and grass can finally rid themselves of the mounted up dust and dirt…
I love the snow, the purity its whiteness brings…
How it can usually wipe away the darkness of the soul…
I love the touch of it, the peace its texture gives birth to…
How it elegantly falls downs from the sky and dresses the ground…

This time, something is different… I wish I knew what… I wish I knew why… I wish I had more answers to my many known and unknown questions…

Lately, I just lose myself in anything… In music, writing (unpublished), thoughts, I even lose myself in myself if that makes any sense…

To be continued….

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About outlived

X-dreamer, fighter and writer... Using words to unleash the pain that eats me from the inside out, day after day!
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One Response to Untitled…

  1. zeezazoo says:

    you will never knew what or why!!! no one will ever know… i've always thought i could live my life in the way i want, and that i can control everything… and that i have answers to everything… but look at me, i'm no-where… i don't know anything… i have no one close to talk to… no one to be with… no future… no nothing… so it's normal for me if you are lost…

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