Ramblings of An Unheard Soul!

Friday…. A long one.. Just like many before…

I FEEL LIKE I’M LIVING SOMEBODY ELSE’S LIFE…
This is not my life… Where am I? Who am I? What am I?
This house is no longer my home… These streets no longer remember my foot steps…
This country does not recognize my name…
I see people… All these people, who are they? What do they want from me? All they do is just show my what an “alien” I am!!!

They are so good at saying: “Oh, you looked so good yesterday!!!” But then, if I do need any of them, where are they?
What do you all want from me?
I’m am not the perfect anything! I’m not the perfect daughter and that’s for sure!
I can’t take this anymore! It’s too much!
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About outlived

X-dreamer, fighter and writer... Using words to unleash the pain that eats me from the inside out, day after day!
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8 Responses to Ramblings of An Unheard Soul!

  1. zeezazoo says:

    beebee, hi…first of all, calm down…you are not an alien for sure, this is ur country or ur second country, u lived almost half of ur life in this country, people here love u and care about u… but things need time, people need time to get used to u once again, and welcome u in their life, people think that u will leave as soon as u get the chance, cuz that's u do most of the time, u don't give them a chance and u don't give urself a chance to get along with them…all you need is time beebee, things will get better, the streets will remember ur foot steps, u will feel like home (cuz u r home)…calm down beebaboo.. u know how much u mean to a lot of people here, specially for me, i will never let u down and u know that…have a nice day..

  2. Nado says:

    ma 7ada ba3ed 2eder yet7amal ya Beebee… fa ma 2ilek gher eno tosobri ba3ed shway.. allah bi3in.. w allah ye7mikon..

  3. AM says:

    Changed my blog's namehttp://moithinkingoutloud.blogspot.com/ex am_pm

  4. Eve says:

    hey dear, wish you'd be back here. kinna fazza3na bil hamra! hopefully soon 🙂

  5. Dr. Tantawy says:

    u made me cry with ur words !!i wish i could help !!

  6. dear beebee, thanks for stepping by!that was very nice of you. i hope that you will be a regular:))beebee, we all have a really, extremely important goal in our lives, we werent born to simply live and die, that would be kind of pointless right?:)find your goal, and work for it, and never mind people:) oneday along the way you will run into some faces among the crounds that will smile to you and make you comfortable, and will be there for you when you need them.i wish you all the best:) thanks again:) khalid*

  7. nour says:

    thanks for passing by…been a long time haven't been blogging much…i can hardly catch up with everything left behind…i wish you would feel better soon….

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